While my classmates continue to write earnestly, i became like: 

After the end of it, i was like:

Indeed. When i got back my results, i was like:

My friends were like, it's alright, those classmates have better foundation, they came from a chinese speaking country and have been learning chinese for almost their entire lifetime etcetra... but i don't want think of it this way.

Just because i do not have that sort of foundation as strong as them does not mean that i cannot do well.

If they can do it, why can't i do.

I know my weakness and i have being practicing but when the results came out,

that disappointment just came crashing into me at full speed.

 

But, I guess i am pretty blessed to have this small group of sweethearts who cheer me up when times are low.

I haven't seen them for quite some time because we are all busy with school but well, we were lucky to have the time to meet up and had a meal together recently.

 

With their encouragement, i am going to suck it up, put in more effort and try to do better.

No more failing.