Posted on Saturday, January 21, 2012 by Twinklingstars
Happy Chinese New year eve :D
Well,
great disappointment that i never went back Malaysia this year :/
I just miss the time
where my cousins, my siblings and i played tons of fire crackers together ._.
Since,
i am going nowhere during this Chinese New Year,
i shall rant my rant all about my stressing life :D
And so,
i have being staying in school everyday till around 6pm for cca and class decoration.That day,
i got very pissed off my classmates for class decoration.
Because,
they kept on emphasising to me that there is test the next day
and they wanted to go home earlier [tsk, as though i don't have test]
yet, they don't put in effort to finish what they are instructed to do.
Then,
i have a so-called internal conflict where i got different people telling me different things on the same issue, and i had no idea who to trust any more.
Then,
some people had no respect of what i have done.
That's why i posted this sentence on FB:
我为什么要委屈自己，接受别人的白眼，忍受被别人在后面说三道四，甚至连心血也要被别人糟蹋。
Then,
everyone starts asking me what's wrong.
Everything is wrong okayy?
We had a performance on Friday for Chinese New Year,
the thought of its last day of school plus going to have holiday straight cheers me up\(^^)/
To be honest,
i kinda have stage fright,
partially influence by my junior.
lol.
While we are at the backstage,
he was like so freaking nervous because its his first performance.
He acting skills was actually pretty good ^^
After that,
i actually saw a picture,
making fun of my juniors performance.
i just felt that even if you dun like other people's performance,
you should at least appreciate their efforts,
instead of giving some sarcastic comments on it which is also known as, keep your mouth shut.
My mum just cut/chopped her finger twice by accident yesterday and today,
her wound was like freaky long, and deep.
When she shouted my name and i saw the blood oozing out of her wound,
it totally scared the hell out of me.
I asked her or rather ordered her to go see a doctor
she totally ignored me and said that the bone never got broke off it would be fine,
i was freaky worried alright?!
Today was suppose to be eating reunion dinner,
we don't even have the mood to eat with her hand like that and because of my dad.
In down spirits recently,
i am trying very hard,
struggling between my school works, friends, family issues..
All kind of things.
I am losing my friends, my grades, my dad,
i just felt like i am losing grip of all of them. all of them..
With piles of homework waiting for me to complete and other issues,
even Chinese New Year is no going to save me from misery.
Byee people~
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