Got results for SA1 today :/

It's TERRIBLE.

A1- HCL 85% [Unexpected :D]

A2- Art 73% [Disappointing though :/ ]

- E.Geo+ SS 70.9% [Geo pull me down ): ]

B3- EMaths 65.8% I thought i'll fail it but i PASSED :D

B4- AMaths 62.5 Thought i'll fail too but i PASSED TOO :D

- English 61% Typical, my eng hv nvr being gd.

C6- Phy 54% I PASSED!!! WOOHOO!!!

- Chem 52% I thought this will fail so terribly but i passed by 2 mrks :D

Good thing is i passed all sub :DDDDDDDDDD

Stayed back afr sch to help out with the creative studies thing UNWILLING -.-"

&& wat did i gt?

Tchr screaming in my ears.

I knw i shldnt said tht

but i'm PISSED off and STRESSED up

with so many things tht happened recently.

Depressing grades, Recurrence of a foot injury, Sis going surgery, blah blah blah..

Well,

nobody understands.

At most u guys only depress abt grades.

Smtimes,

i felt so DEMORALISED.

I nvr mean to offend anyone

and i dun mean to complained or wat

u juz dun understand and nvr understand.

I'm SICK of putting up a mask in front of everyone even my families

pretending tht everything is normal and fine,

when it's nt,

and i feel like dying.

Pretending tht the sch is fine ,

when i hate sch as much as maths,

when i wish to get off the sch as soon as i can.

Pretending tht i hv frens,

when i'm juz another loner nobody bothers.

It's such a FREAKING TERRIBLE today

I hv go through so many '1st time' in my life today

1st getting 85 & above fr HCL

1st time getting 2C6s in my life

1st getting scream in the ears by tchr

...

FYI, only 1 is a gd news.

the rest are.. terrible.

Surprisingly my parents are so awesome XD

this is wat happens:

Me: Mum, this is my unbearable SA1 results *hand over the paper*
Mum: *take a look* U pass all, okayy, gv it to yr dad.
Me: Dad, this is my unbearable SA1 results *hand over the paper agn*
Dad: *Thoroughly look through* Okay. *hand it back to me*
WTH?! Is my expectations too high or is my parents expectations too low or they dun bother at all? :O They're so expressionless..

I DUNNO, 我不知道, 私は知らない, 내가 그나마 알고 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm very stressed up nw.

Someday,

i'm going to escape frm all this

someday,

i'm going to BURN all the tbs.

Anw,

Ooya,

I CREATED a tumblr ^^

I guess i won't be tht bored anymore? :D

I guess it's time to go fr bed

sometimes,

sleeping is GREAT,

u can escape things in the la la land fr the tiny little while.

& tht's enough to get u moving agn.

-Every time i thought i find the meaning of life, they change it.