Posted on Wednesday, February 16, 2011 by Twinklingstars
My hse just like going through a snowstorm ytd
Mum & Dad quarrel fr the 1st time in front of the kids
my sis is like Why mummy is crying? why daddy so fierce?
Facing their innocent faces,
i dun even knw hw to answer them..
For the 1st time in my life,
i felt so helpless.
Why are they quarrelling?
i dun wanna knw either.
but it's juz so qiao tht i just happen knw the full story..
I'm so nt gonna say the whole reason out
cos i dun wanna let the whole to knw it
and earn extra unwanted sympathy -.-
15 yrs of marriage
suffered so many hardships tgt
is the trust between each other so fragile?
is the promise so easy to break?
If u like to gamble/fool around so much
pls leave and dun ever come back
we dun nid u.
we dun nid someone like u to take care of us
i hv suffered enough and i dun wanna my sis to go through all this as they grow up
Of course,
I still carry tht teeny weeny hope tht u'll 醒悟.
Dun get us/ urself into any more troubles, debts, or make mum cry agn.
Tht's my 底线 ,
if u cross beyond tht,
tht's all.
sign the papers
& get out.
God,
i juz wanna a normal life.
Hope the storm will end as soon as possible
and rainbow will be up thr smiling(:
I dun wan to fake my smile in sch everyday,
pretending everything is fine & normal,
pretend tht i'm still very happy and contented,
when everything is simply in such a big mess.
Had E.Geo & Chi test ytd
Quite okayy,
so far,
they're like the easiest test of all i hv take..
Got the news tht E3 gt only 4ppl passing the phy test,
i guess i also 凶多吉少liao...