So long nvr post le...
Today finally got time.
cos today is E-learning day dun nid go sch(:

Few days ago,
dad came back from Vietnam
n bought me a pair of shoes in red
I hate red colours
so i trade my shoes with my bro
Although i dun realli lyk the shoes but
still appreciate my dad's effort
thought he will nvr noe unless he saw my blog
which he nvr noe it exists in this world.

This 2 wks happen a lots of things
Tiring...

Tired of comparing marks, statues with other ppl
Tired of being the left out one in class
Tired of forcing to smile when i dun wanna smile
Tired of tired of having to deal with so-called friends
that always praise u on the outer surface
yet deep in the heart wish that
u will have the worst results for exams and tests....
I hate this kind of ppl

Being even more negative,
I might be also tired of living.
Of course,
i wouldnt do this kinda stuff yet
cos i still have my dreams to pursue
plus i dun think the hell want me to down so fast.

Started typing some essays of my own recently
which actually quite negative
cos
my 1st essay is called : If i left 1 day to live (in chinese of course)
As u can see,
My mood deeply affected my life this few wks
But i like this essay
lol

Obessed in painting & drawing recently too
though i love them for a very long time liao...

At first wanna write this post in chinese de
but
i kinda forgot wat i wanna write
plus my mum n dad is around me
i cant possiblity type in chinese
& let them noe that i am not in a very "good" condition...
Nvm i guess i'll post in chinese nxt time

有时候，如果不想笑就不要勉强自己。
因为，勉强的笑容比哭还要难看。




哭過就好了
詞:姚若龍 曲:陳小霞

不喜歡懷疑什麼
並不表示我沒有感受
看你微妙的變化慢慢不同
我不是生氣只是心痛

最討厭被誤會了
但越解釋越覺得難過
你可以說人會變
但不能說
你會這麼做是我的錯

哭過就好了
傷都會好的

這樣相信
所以深呼吸著割捨
愛是為了擁抱為了牽手
不是為了爭吵
為了調頭

哭過就好了
痛都會走的
記憶有限
所以它會淘汰壞的
失眠聽歌想念雖然苦澀
還是謝謝你讓我長大了

越多美好堆疊的過往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲傷
要找勇氣卻不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上某個地方 0comments

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